Good Morning World.. Im Up Early And Putting In Job Applications.. My kids are still asleep and I began thinking... If im having such a hard time at this very moment in life, something good should be headed my way. Well at least someone told me that. Unless it was to make me feel better. My fiance told me last night, he noticed I seem somewhat depressed these days.. I seem ok to myself. But I do feel as if I might just loose everything.. I look at my childrens face and the way they looks at me makes me cry. No worry in the world because their mommy and dad seem to have everything under control.. I asked my mom for help recently and with the lords good will, she has agreed to help me get my sons school shirts.. Including some school supplys I wasnt able to get.. I know its my mom but still the fact that she would help me makes me cry... I had this winter texan couple give my 2 kids stuffed animals yesterday while I was leaving a wal-mart, I took it as a sign from god that everything will be fine for my family and I.... Where its dark the light will shine through someday...
